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“Mahal Kong Ina”

(written 2006)
Sa iyong sinapupunan

Siyam na buwang inalagaan

Dumating iyong kapanganakan

Mahal kong ina'y labis na nahirapan


Ngunit ng ako'y masilayan

Abo't langit ang kasiyahan

Pinag-aral at binihisan

Sa magandang asal iyong tinuruan


Kaya ng sa Ina ko'y mawalay

Kalahati ng buhay ko'y namatay

Kaya ayoko nang mabuhay

Sa mundong puno ng lumbay


Ngunit ng lumaki, iyong ipinaliwanag

Kaya sa akin' lahat naging maliwanag

Lumaki akong Ina ay di kapiling

Ngunit pangungulila ko'y dapat tiisin


Labis ang aking kasiyahan

Nang sa araw ng pagtatapos Ina ko'y nasilayan

Ngunit nararamdaman'y panandalian lamang pala

Dahil kinabukasan, aalis din pala


Puso ko'y nalugmok sa kalungkutan

Ngunit ako'y dapat na lumaban

Para sa Ina kong lumisan

Maibigay lang sa akin magandang kinabukasan


Kaya sa Maykapal aking panalangin

Mahal kong Ina sana'y pagpalain

at sana dumating ang panahon

Mahal kong Ina sana'y makapiling







 
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“My Pity Me”

I wonder where I could go

whenever my heart feel so blue

I can talk to nobody

besides myself, my pity me …

 

I cry alone,

leaning on the shoulders of my shadow

no matter how I make it obvious

but no one seems to listen to my pity me …

 

I feel so hopeless,

holding the hands of my own self

 

I ask God why

yet the sky seems so still

neither bother to rain

to comfort my pity me …

 

(written on September 15, 2011)

“Loving You Eternally…”

I was lying beside you

feeling the love you give to me

as you gently caress my hair

tomorrow is all that I care

 

There’s nothing I could ask more

aside from you, I adore

I don’t know how to thank you

for no millions could pay my owe

 

If death comes to me

all I want for you is to be happy

for even if I’ll be gone eternally

my love for you forever will stay…

 

(written on September 18, 2011)

“Pag-ibig o Sakit”

Ang Pagmamahal laging kaakibat ang luha

dumaloy man ito dahil sa sakit o tuwa

pagmamahal pa rin ang siyang sanhi

ngunit bunga’y pwedeng ligaya o pagkamuhi

minsan tinanong ko sa aking sarili

paano ba ang umiibig ng di lumuluha?

paano ba ang magmahal ng ‘di nasasaktan?

ngunit puso’y wari nakarinig

at sagot niya sa aki’y ipinabatid

ang umibig ng walang luha’t sakit

ay walang pinagkaiba sa taong manhid.

 

(written on September 15, 2011)

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“Sulyap”

(written 2006)
Bawat sandaling Ika'y dumaan sa'king harapan
'Di ko maintindihan itong aking nararamdaman 
Ako'y natutulala't natitigilan
Na animo'y sa artista ay nakakita

Bawat minutong Ika'y masilayan
Parang sa ulap ay dinuduyan
Sa 'twing ako'y iyong sinusulyapan
Langit ang nararamdaman

Kapag mundo ko'y puno ng kalungkutan
Tanging sa sulyap mo lang nasisiyahan
Walang di makakaya
Kapag Ika'y aking kasama

Kaya kapag ako'y iyong dini-deadma
Puso ko'y lubos na nahihirapan sinta
Ang ipagpatuloy ito'y wag lang sana
Kun'di magiging sanhi ng habang buhay na pagdurusa

Hiling ko sana aking sinta
Kahit sandali iyong sulyapan
Dahil ito lang ang tanging daan
Upang mundo ko'y makulayan


* I wrote this poem way back when I was in First Year High School 
dedicated to my crush EE and JL. 
Hayyy, missing high school life feelings and emotions, 
gonna wrote next time about my Alma Mater. See you ♥

I May Not

I may not that rich

and give you my wealth,

I may not that smart

and give you my knowledge,

I may not the Genie

and grant your wish,

I may not the Saviour

and redeem your future,

I may not the tree

and shade you for free,

I may not the ocean

and provide you food for a lifetime,

I may not the sun

and give you warm,

I may not a teacher

and teach you for forever,

I may not the Creator

and give you the world,

I’m just a lady,

to give you my love for eternal life!

(written Jan. 06, 2007 when I was 17 years old, dedicated to my High School crush 😉 )

Living in the world of pain

My eyes began to swell

as I remember my mother so well

the tears suddenly fall

with sadness … I recall

My tender childhood

was full of bad moves

I was like a lonely shadow

left behind a room of solitude and so narrow

My heart was crushed

pieces … by tears was flushed

Being sweep by the meddler people

who keeps on judging me at all!

I was living in my illusions

and was afraid to face my obligation

I was a princess in my dream

but in reality, was a servant of my own pain

Trying to express my tacit feelings

through writing my lines … my fame

But in reality, I was in vain

And yet, still subordinated by such pain

My life itself was wrung

by destiny’s poisonous fangs

a mute, as I am

thoughts and feelings were gone

Like the sun that was happily smiling

when actually, deep inside I was crying

Just trying to clothe the ache

being brought by my bad fate

I was more than a jerk,

wondering what way to take

will it be happiness as they dedicated ?

or still, be a subordinated by the pain

my fate was made …

written December 15, 2006

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if you and only you

I live long ago

with the heart’s so blue

spent my nights, eyes with tears

coz’ someone broke my heart in pairs

‘Till you came into my life one day

and you fixed my heart in your own way

light’s finally came and shine

because of you and only you dear of mine

You stole my heart before my very eyes

willingly I’ll give it to you but please be wise

I’ve been down for so many times

because of those foolish lie lines

I know it’s time for me to move on

and because of you and only you, life must go on

I would dare sell my heart bravely

if you and only you would be bought it for me and only me

 

-written by me on Feb. 20, 2008